I want to express my deep condolences for the loss of Cheri T_T The last day that Cheri, Bossy, and I were all talking and chatting it seemed... would be her last, unbeknownst to all of us... We all were chatting about silly things and of her was to be upcoming trip to see my gf/her best friend up in Canada next week. I was telling her about all the wonderful and breathtaking sights she will see on her roadtrip up there to Canada.... telling her about my experience doing so before... how this was gonna be a special experience for her as well... she got so psyched for her trip... I was really happy that she was excited and happy about it... sadly, shortly after our convo together she went out for a ride on her motorcycle probably to relax, maybe do a few errands... when she suddenly got into an unexpected accident... and I am sure you all know then after that T_T I've cried so much for the loss of Cheri ever since I found out myself... my gf and I have been worried sick about her these last few weeks only to find out the sad and horrible truth that Cheri has actually been gone all this time we were wondering where she was and if she was ok... Thank you at least to her brother for letting me and Bossy know what happened... *sighs* Cheri... I will miss her as she was one of my good and true friends... she was always supporting me and believing in me and in the truth, especially during these recent times in the last few weeks and so, when no one else would... for cheering me up and being there for me when I needed a friend to talk to...she was always by me n Bossy's side through everything... For all the love, care and support... her friendship... everything meant a lot to me... RIP Cheri ... You will be very much missed... I will miss having our silly and serious convos... for you always making me smile when I was down about something... She was truely a wonderful person and friend...

To my wonderful gf : Thank you too for always being here for me too all this time... I love you very much too, don't forget that. I truly love and appreciate all your love, care, support, and everything... I'm here for you too It's such a tragic and such a shock to have lost our Cheri, but let's always remember her fondly and do our best... Cheri always wanted and wished us both much happiness and smiles... I will always hold her in my heart too as a dear friend and I will continue to smile for you, me, her, and everyone as she always told me I should, so her memory will never fade...

To all my friends and everyone else too here on dA... my apologies for not havin been around in the last month some... I have been very busy with work, a new semester and year of college classes, familial issues, real friends and people, my gf, the death of a very close friend of mine and numerous family members these last few months and just plain REAL LIFE (yes folks, unlike some who have nothing better to do then start up rumors and gossip crap and have nothing better to do than bash on ppl online all day and everyday) to really do much any online stuff lately... I'm alright for the most part... staying strong and still being my honest genuine self... I'm not avoiding things or anyone here... but with all the stuff goin on the last few weeks and months, a lot of this drama and immature people I could do without... real life is already enough stress and drama as is so why have more (especially from those who don't know anything or me truely in real life and yet judge on me like they do) stressors then I already have? So to those good friends and supporters of mine on here and in real life (You all know who you are ^^), thank you very much for everything, the friendship, care, constant support and for believing in me and taking the time to get to really know me for me... you are all very much appreciated... and to everyone else? I don't care or mind if you hate me, just don't go being rude, immature, and what not shoving it in my face and in those whom I care for. You're entitled to your own opinions like I always say... fine. Even if they are unjust and immature... Just don't be rude... you don't really even know me at all and are too caught up in yourselves to even bother to get to really know both sides... as cliched as it is you should never judge a book by it's cover right? Whatever tho... there are way more important things than dADrama right? Tho I really could do without all the harassing the last few weeks spilling into real life ok? That is just goin overboard and so uncalled for... That is just being really childish and immature... Get a real life that doesn't include bothering and harassing others you don't even know please... For those who were neutral or even those who don't really care or like me but at least were mature enough to not flame me and try to go about things in a calm and non-flaming matter? You have my respect at least for being respectful to me, so thank you very much. It's appreciated... At least you all were mature to leave room for discussions and not insults.

Anywho, I just came on for a few minutes while my family is doing some errands... I can't stay on too long... I wanted to mainly just give my condolence to the passing of my good friend and to show you all I am still alive and well for the most part (I am sure unfortunately for some of you too as well huh? lol)

PS: To all you 4chan trolls and encyclopedia dramatica ppl? Keep the insanity rolling! Thanks for the good laughs for everyone, including me... You guys may always go over the top, tho I have to admit it's because of that that it's ridiculously funny too. I realized that despite your bashing at everyone... you all really aren't prejudice or anything... because you hate EQUALLY on everyone (I've even read a lot of entries where you guys are even bashing on each other) XD Talk about abuse of the freedom of speech and opinion via using the internet as a tool... It may not be right, but it is entertaining to a certain extent